Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Path to Success?

Continuing the topic of my previous post, yes, I did indeed go see Fifty Shades of Grey. Unlike most movie goers that viewed it I actually appreciated viewing the complicated love story on the big screen. I feel that they presented it over really well (I am adding a follow up comment to my previous blog discussing this in further detail in the near future for those interested). I have always been interested in shedding the taboo on sex, just something I decided on my path through life and this writing is evidence that it is possible. There is of course some back lash, some countries stating they would release the film considering the movie to be more soft porn than an actual story, how unfortunate. With time though comes hope that we will open our eyes to the reality of how sex is a part of our lives. Writing about it is hard to do because there are many naysayers who feel it should not be expressed so freely. Instead they say keep it behind closed doors. I am not one of those believers.
Recently one of my friends even suggested that Erotic writing should be my focus since it is practically every short story I’ve written on some level. So I think to myself, why not. Steven King and John Grisham specialized in a certain area before branching out into other writing. Even Stephanie Meyer found her success with vampires before she wrote about aliens. Taking into consideration this suggestion I have decided that I may give it a try, why not, it can’t hurt. You know, start by cornering a section of the market that is not yet fully explored. I may consider specializing in lesbian erotica but it doesn’t mean that I will limit myself to this during the process. I still find myself truly interested in all level of sex: straight, gay, lesbian, BDSM, etc. If I keep my options open there is a less possibility of one day finding myself without material to write on. If I can manage to start here then perhaps my skills becoming visible will allow me to branch out elsewhere, time will tell. For now I choose to share another one of my erotic pieces with my followers. Below is a recently finalized draft of a poem I worked on. My long term goal is writing full books and to ultimately make that my breadwinner one day. For now I still write shorts and as a hobby I enjoy dabbling in poetry. Please read and enjoy until next time!


Submissive's Prayer

 

I want your eyes watching me,
as I pleasure myself at your request.
My hands glide up my thighs to my chest,
a pause,
pinching the tips of my breast
between my forefinger and thumb,
thoughts of you inside me.
My arousal verbalized
by a whimper of pleasure.
Excitement increases as my hands
snake down between my legs,
pretending they are yours, until
I am rocking slowly on my own fingers
marinating them in my juices.
My eyes close and my breathing increases,
as my body becomes uncontrollable,
trembling.
 
 
My climax, undesirable,
is forfeited by you as my fingers are removed
from their satin glove and tied above me.
The rope bites deliciously into my wrist.
No longer allowed to pleasure myself,
control is left to you as you push
my thighs apart, entering me with such force
over and
over.
You tell me to look at you and I do.
Watching the sweat build
and drip. Tasting it as I lick my own lips,
listening to your guttural satisfaction
as you enter me. I smell the efforts
of our activity in the air.
Then you pause
and I feel you resting in me, deeply, touching the back of my walls.
My sides squeeze you urging you to come inside me,
coercing you to fill me with more of you until I can’t take any more.
My mouth parched as it hangs open hoarse from moans
my dom has pushed unbidden from my lips.
I only desire to please,
 
 
The mingling of our juices
lets me know that I do.

For the Love of Diamond

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