I'm watching the delicious curve in her back. Even with clothes on the sight of her hips and behind meeting together with the small of her back makes my jaw drop. I study her lower body as it curves to meet her torso and I have to catch myself because my mind races with inappropriate thoughts. I simply want to grab her body and caress each part. I think twice of it because it would only objectify her to my own dark twisted fantasies yet the thoughts unravel from my mind like silk ribbons. I envision her bent over in front of me- arms outstretched in front of her as her head lies parallel between her hands. Her waist raised towards me causing her ass to sit high yearning to be touched. Her hips are alluring, and I reach out to explore her soft yet firm features and a wave of excitement washes over me. My hands now have a mind of their own as they caress her, running down the small of her back. I step forward bringing my own hips close and…
There is something about the female shape that I will always love even more so when curves are involved. Now there is nothing wrong with a small frame. I've seen skinny girls with curves too or those girls without curves at all still rocking a tight little body. When placed against a voluptuous woman however, it's like a comparison of plains to valleys and hills for me.
It used to be I really never understood the anatomy of a woman. Yes, I am one myself, but growing up estranged from the idea of being male or female I never really paid close attention to the physical disparities between the two. Even when I came into my own and arrived at a peaceful point with myself sexually I would avert my eyes from the female physique because internally there was still something taboo to me about sizing up a woman's physical potential. So despite my newfound acceptance I never fully appreciated what women were able to offer physically. Then, boom, just like that I grew up.
My eyes opened to the beauty that is the full figured female. Now, there is this idea that when fat is gained it is always sloppy, disproportioned, and unappealing. This is not always the case because there are some women that when you look at them you can tell the food went to all the right places. From a larger chest to a rounder behind to the broader hips the visage of a fuller woman is something that is worth appreciating. I have to admit at times I can find myself mentally salivating over what is termed a "thick" girl as I watch her hips and thighs move in a motion that is just mesmerizing.
Now this is not to say my attraction to a person is purely physical, but let's just be honest that is really where we all start. Even in our writing the more attractive look for a female character is that of a small dainty figure. Large women are largely denied, but they are not only one's lacking a presence in literature and film. An overly muscular female protagonist is something not often seen (I can't think of one at all actually) and I have encountered some extremely alluring fit females. It's unfortunate that you rarely see the variety in feminine characters that praise these specific body types. We all associate a woman character with soft supple skin, not bulging biceps. A book I recently acquired, Juliet Takes A Breath, has the protagonist describing her "round, brown ass" while writing to her favorite author. This is just the opening to the book and it is so boldly stated that I can only imagine the character's development throughout the story. I can't wait to read more.
Until next time, bottoms up ladies.
